Sunday, September 04, 2005

blargghhh!

Scared of failure, and yet another inner scar. Scared of success, and being found so much short of perfection. Me, the mask of confidence, the reality a beast of burden...but I have a god whom is bigger than my fears. whom is bigger than my doubts and whom is trustworthy to a tee and he has blessed me with people well worthy of trust... trust regardless of consequence.

... mmmm... I'm going to sleep. Thinking is a bad thing right now....


current song: Incubus - I miss you.

2 Comments:

Blogger cardboardsword said...

Ah Mick... trust, truth, trials and treats; walk with God through them all.

12:06 AM  
Blogger Mick said...

true. I'm feeling a bit weird right now. I'm feeling more at peace than I think I ought to. I don't understand it all really.

Not saying I'm not frustrated. Not saying that I am unhurt... but I think my focus is substancially different.

I don't think I care anything for how I feel... I don't understand... mmm.

10:00 PM  

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